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People were on their way home.
The night before Thanksgiving.
The night before Thanksgiving.
It’s just one of those night when the roads are full.
Full of pilgrims - full of travelers - full of those searching
for an open spot around a table that awaits them at journey’s end.
They go to break bread with the ones they love,
and they will drive hours in the cold and dark just to get there –
just to get home.
And that’s where I found myself that night;
stuck in this great Homecoming Parade,
crawling along the trail of lights,
meandering my way to the place, and the people, waiting for me.
But there was something different that night.
Something that separated me from most of the other folks on the road.
I wasn’t focused on where I was going.
My mind was lingering on where I had just been.
I was driving back to Redford from Big Rapids.
I had driven up there earlier that morning with Michelle.
Her mother Debbie was not well.
She had been moved into home hospice care
and Michelle had asked if I would go and spend some time with her before the holidays.
So on the day before Thanksgiving,
we made the three hour trek to see her mom
(you’ll have to ask Michelle about how driving with me taught her a lot about prayer).
When we got to the trailer where her mom and stepfather lived,
When we got to the trailer where her mom and stepfather lived,
we found Debbie in the living room, resting in a hospital bed.
I sat by her side.
We talked about life and we talked about death.
We talked about all the ways she was blessed,
her love of family and friends
and the grandkids that made her feel like the luckiest woman on the face of the planet.
We talked about being angry with all that was happening to her,
how it made no good sense,
and where God might be in the midst of it all.
We laughed and we cried that afternoon,
and when it was time for me to go,
Debbie asked me to do something for her;
she asked if I would baptize her.
And so I did (or I should say God did – I just got to hold the water).
Michelle went to the cupboard,
Michelle went to the cupboard,
got a small, plastic Tupperware bowl,
and filled it with warm water from the kitchen sink.
We gathered around that bed.
Her daughter.
Her husband.
Her lifelong friend.
We sang Amazing Grace.
We said the Lord’s Prayer.
We added our blessings to the water,
each speaking words of hope for Debbie.
Debbie asked for peace,
and then I placed the sign of the watery cross on her forehead.
Sometimes you are not sure what to pray for.
Sometimes you know your words cannot come close
to capturing all the sentiment tangled in a moment.
It can be like trying to explain the perfect sunrise
to those who decided to sleep in.
to those who decided to sleep in.
There is simply no way to get it right.
So, you don't try.
You don’t say much at all.
All I could do was ask;
ask that anything Debbie needed to be lifted from her in that moment,
would just simply fall away,
fall as easily as the clear, damp pebbles of tap water grace
now rolling down her cheeks.
Maybe we are all just in the middle of a Homecoming Parade.
Stuck in the line with all those who travel
in hopes that there is a place for us at the table,
and loved ones there to welcome us, when we arrive.